lifestyle,love and emotions

There are things that we don’t want to happen ,but have to accept…

Things we don’t want to know,but have to learn…

People we can’t live without ,but have to let go…

There she goes,,,blooming into womanhood ,happy ,contented, fulfilled …life certainly didn’t give her most luxuries but for sure it did give her meaning , she did know how to make lemonades from lemons .

Sometimes we want to change certain things in life , the way we view it ,the way people view it ,we feel the need to change because we feel it would be much better if things changed to fit us or if people view things and life how we view it. But without doubt ,it causes so much pain if not trauma if things don’t fall in place or go however we wanted them to .

Growing up i always felt the need to be pleasant , the need of wanting to be a winner ,the need of being the best among the best, the need to be seen as nothing but a very good person . Most of the time it was very hard but the pressure kept growing i felt like my life was always on the run and the prize to be won uncertain for sure .i was a big dreamer ,…….still am , i believed life was perfect and each season would bring forth a new phase , new blessings and ofcourse new dreams . I wasn’t wrong about this atol…. what i was completely wrong about is the need to please people close to me , i felt that i needed their approval for my life…

Remember when i said she knew how to make lemonades from lemons?, She is a very strong young lady , stronger than anyone could ever imagine ,men!! i mean even her birth was an un -usual one , she survived .she will not share what life was for her but she lived with the memories for so long that it became part of her but it was time to let go …it was time to move on , because the ship was waiting , and this time she won’t let the ship leave without her , she did not know of her capabilities ,she was more than what people thought of her , she was more than the need to prove herself to people who would never really know where she trully hurt ,or what really mattered to her .

Dear reader,,,my aim is to help you have a glimpse of your future despite your age, social status , where you are from, disability, incapabilities, trauma,fears and all disappointments .when you hit rock bottom thats when you should know there is no other way but up , the need to be you ,the need to change ,the need to accept yourself , need to start afresh, need to a new dawn … i promise you its real when you dare cross the bridge , when you dare close the door to old pains and traumas and depressions and embrace the new possibilities ,new hope ,new wins ,new people , new friends, new good vibes and make new memories with new dreams .

She rose and began her new journey ,a journey that is exciting yet not perfect . She is me 💞

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